Sunday, July 11, 2010

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i cannnot stop getting sleep,,,,,,,to much sleep, something is getiing me to sleep , forcing me toooo,......something is really wrong.........jane....i have to get to her.....

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Saturday, July 10, 2010

Dreams?

i sleep to much,i have a lot of messages and calls from jose , but none from you baby, and it doesnt seem you have logged at all on the day......, i am getting worried,....afraid...., i cannot think straight....i need help first, ill go look for a FEAR MANAGEMENT blog i heard of once, that watch some carttons on youtube to take the edge off.......Hell im rEalLy wasting time on this stuPid idea, but i need to be in good sHape to thInk what to do, i wanna go hoMe

by the way , if you see this later jane, i reallly hope so. or just so i dont forget , my dream involved something nice....an Angel with black wings

i love you so much

Brian

...........

i have to hurry up, jane baby please answer my calls when you see this, i been calling you since 6 according to my clock ......i just feel something is wrong with you , just call me For my peace of mInd , i still gonNa be here for a couple of Days, but i can get to you as soon as a couple of hours Tops.....HEll i just cant Shake the feeling sOmething happened at your place , i need to get some sleep , but i just need to hear your voiCe , I nEed To know Your safe

jane you are my guiding LIGHT

Friday, July 9, 2010

A Beautifull , yet painful Song

its official, i cant get any sleep , this slenderman thing really got me nervous, but you know that happens a lot baby, even with silly things, the bright side is you usually do soemthing nice to cheer me up , .....i miss you more on this sort of moments jane, anyway while looking for a nice song to try to sleep to, i found one thats called Diary of Jane(this coincidence is so cliche, i could almost swear i saw it on a movie on tv ), by a group called breaking benjamin, it got me to think about you and what would i do if i lost you.....i dont like that sort of thinking but its just that you are so importante to me.....

i fell like putting the lyrics, i will even remark some bits of the songs thtat struck me as important

Love ya
Brian

If I had to
I would put myself right beside you

So let me ask
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

And I don't mind
If you say this love is the last time
So now I'll ask
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

No

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break
I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Try to find out what makes you tick
As I lie down
Sore and sick
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

[ Diary Of Jane lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
There's a fine line between love and hate
And I don't mind
Just let me say that I like that
I like that

Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break

I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way

I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane
So tell me how it should be

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become
Something's getting in the way
Something's just about to break

I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane
As I burn another page
As I look the other way
I still try to find my place
In the diary of Jane

A bizarre tale











i know that i just wrote, but i stumbled upon a really bizzare tale, you know how much i like reading bizzare tales and the sort my love , this bizzare entity called slenderman, it says its a fake created by a childish forum, but still it seems........alluring somehow,




i even found a set of pics, last one is kinda freaky , i dont know if no face or that face is worse, ill post them so you can see them baby ( up before my post they have a scary effect i just noticed ) , anyway i hope i can sleep now , that tale got me a litlle scared, in that you are way braver than me , you never believed on this kind of stuff








Love ya








Brian




Happiest day of my life!

im extremely happy, so happy that i even want to tell the world how happy i am , i am going to get married in a month!, its a shame im in mexico right now visiting Jose..., i miss you already jane!!!, anyway, its great that at least this hotel room has a good connection, i can write this blog , i hope i does not starts reading in spanish or something, i think i got around that on the options, but i aint sure to be sincere , anyway i think i have said enough to nobody in particular . so ill just surf around a bit before getting to sleep, anyway i love jane my dear , i hope to see you soon!!!

Brian