Dreams?

i sleep to much,i have a lot of messages and calls from jose , but none from you baby, and it doesnt seem you have logged at all on the day......, i am getting worried,....afraid...., i cannot think straight....i need help first, ill go look for a FEAR MANAGEMENT blog i heard of once, that watch some carttons on youtube to take the edge off.......Hell im rEalLy wasting time on this stuPid idea, but i need to be in good sHape to thInk what to do, i wanna go hoMe

by the way , if you see this later jane, i reallly hope so. or just so i dont forget , my dream involved something nice....an Angel with black wings

i love you so much

Brian